困扰+想念

最近很烦恼，总觉得leader一直针对我，我做什么事，说什么话，她都放在心上，真的是说者无心，但听者有意，我说话不带任何意思，但是她却觉得我再损她，我真的是无言了，她无奈我更无奈呀！每天都会被开刀，我又不是逆来顺受的人，真的是烦恼呀!可以说她是有点小气和多疑吧！不过算了，久了就会习惯了吧！就像每个拜一是最塞车的，我也是最讨厌拜一啦！不过久了就会习以为常吧！

又突然想起你了，看着报纸上的通告，明天要把它交给HR，心里有种难过的感觉，时间或许能冲淡一切吧！

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recently duno wat's wrong i unable to get sale OMG..mayb bc the fengshui gua haha..everyday wen thr r smtin wrong den i owy the FIRST 1 kena kai dao OMG..how cum ya? i oso dn understand lo..1st day the leader scolded our team den im the one who kena kai dao 1st..she said " SUKI, ARE YOU WITH ME?" i ans "YA"..pissed off bc of my leader..she wan me replace the funeral leave by extending my internship period..i refused to do so den luckily the HR manager said if i able to provide the evidence such as death cert den i nt nid 2 replace..haha..

recently its easily feeling down..ya..i noe time wil heal evitin..mayb i nid more time..

tmr stil nid work OMG but nvm i gt sometin 2 do haha..sing k with the voucher rm300 yahoooo..so happy la...

my first lesson of the swimming haha..hope can learn hw to swin asap la..

have a nice day

YOU will always in my heart

很傻

往好的方面想，觉得自己很傻，今天一早醒来很难过，因为昨晚你没在梦里出现，渴望见到你...朋友有时会说她梦到亲人而我也希望能梦到你...

心情起伏不定

相信你会永远在我心中

纸鹤的思念

我真的很想见到你

101010 心中的痛

一场车祸夺走了我最挚爱的亲人...

和往常一样，我去snowflake上班，同事帮我开罐头不小心割伤了手，血一直流不停，而我站在旁吓傻了...一整天精神恍惚，也不知怎么了，到了下午还不小心打翻了东西>.<""


吃着晚餐，突然接到父亲的来电，问我能否明天赶回来，叔叔车祸去世了...晴天霹雳，我当场吓傻了，立刻请假连夜赶回bp，难以呼吸的感觉，在火车上难以掩饰心中的痛而流泪，我完全接受不到，一直想着或许爸爸搞错了，回到家爸爸会告诉我只是虚惊一场，在巴士上我醒了又哭，哭了又睡...难以接受最疼我的叔叔去世了的消息.是我选择不去相信所听到的，我只相信眼睛所看到的，晚上1点多才到家，隔天早上看新闻，看见大姑受伤进医院，而叔叔真的走了，心里很难受，早上醒来多希望那只是一场梦，但是事实的残酷由不得我再继续自欺欺人。爸爸彻夜未归，忙着把叔叔的遗体从马六甲运回来，早上一去到善堂，看着叔叔躺在草席上化妆，整个心沉了下去，根本没办法接受这残酷的现实，叔叔就躺在那里，不会再醒来了，不会再叫我“小阿妈，小阿妈“，”小阿妈，你以后要读什么科" "小阿妈，你做么酱久没来阿妈家，阿妈老了有空就过来“对我的偏心，我都知道，知道你是最疼我的叔叔。

三天的葬礼，全程我不曾开口说话，只是默默的看着棺材的你，跪着拜着，心里想着这是梦吧！或许一觉醒来什么都会消失吧！直到送你走的最后一程我在葬礼哭了，白发人送黑发人所以我选择不在阿妈阿公面前掉泪。

叔叔，我想你，在梦里让我见见你好吗？只是一次也好，来梦里找我和我说话，我都满足。

happy mooncake festival^ ^

i spent all my time in calling the customers today and unfortunately, i gt scolded by 2 customers.. WTH...quite frustrated d..2 customers was FEMALE..vr bu shuang kena scold aldw its no a big deal since im selling the insurance and most of the ppl dslike insurance include me as well..but i stil unhappy d ishhh...btw i managed to get sale today haha..its sooo lucky la..after kena scold by customers, im vr bu shuang n cincai did the phone calling lo..LOL~haha

today was my 1st day work in snowflake..i worked as a kitchen crew..smtin like waitress la..quite happy gek..the supervisor and crew thr treat me vr nice n taught me alot of things.. i gt 2 noe the menu and the method to prepare the dessert hehe..the time passed vr fast wen i worked thr..i enjy alot haha..when im working in the VIPS, i feel the time pased super slow d lo..sien dao..smur the supervisor owy assign soooo litle call list 2 me so that i nid 2 repeat cal the same person until kena scold lo...rili wat the.....

my 同事vr 3 8..he told me that "aku suka pada kamu" wahhhh..so romantic la..its just for fun haha..he is a malay guy caled zakie haha..eviday he meet me den he wil say "SENYUM, SENYUM, SENYUM" but i still show him my cool face lo..LOL~den snowflake fren said that i look like 18 yrs old hahaha..FOREVER YOUNG haha..

sleepy..nite nite..sweet dream..im waiting for you n hope u will appear in my dream^ ^

Breeze Bikini~project~internship

the uniform tat i wear for BREEZE BIKINI project OMG..ugly lo..LOL~

finally finish my 1st promoter project BREEZE BIKINI..very happy right now..i wan to FLY le haha XD..i worked in 2 wkend wich mean 3days for it..promote the Breeze liquip to the customers..its a easy task actuali haha..the supervisor nt with me so i owy makan ular lo..LOL~

for the internship..i finish my 5days training n start to work le..5days training..3days was theory like atend lecture for 8hours den 2days sat bside senior and listen them hw 2 present the product to customers..2 days killing me..super bored d lo>.<"" anyway finaly i start made call la haha..happy..the 1st day i made cal to the customers den no sales at all..kinda sad in the 1st day...i hate insurance actuali but my job is insurance so i nid try 2 gt use to it or fall in luv to it>< y i hate insurance? erm...bc i feel like the insurance agent is vr pian ji..i min some of them la..some of them wan 2 gt sales so they will force the customers by saying smtin like if acident hapn 2 u den u die den hw? i met some vr pian ji insurance agent b4..so i hate insurance lo..the 1st day my senior did smtin nt so gud..the customer rejected to buy it but she said premium rm35 monthly, kamu tak boleh afford ke? kinda rude d..if im customer i will cut the phone immediately lo..i dnwan 2 do such thing..i dnwan 为了自己的利益而do smtin bad like cheat,force or watever..1st day no sales T.T..

the 2nd day we gt hit and run program min which team cn achieve the target den they can go bac earlier..im so happy bc i managed to gt 2 sales and our team able to achieve the target as well haha..bac early..happy ^^ haha..my leader gv me sm feedbac for my sales..she said i gt 2 improve my confident..bc tru phone, she can felt im shaking,i vr afraid jiang aiya...my 1st customer is indian guy den 2nd customer is chinese guy..happy d lo hehe...but smtin unhappy happen...gt 1 customer vr angry and he scolded my leader..i duno hw 2 manage the situation so pass it to my leader den she handle it vr well..but i can felt that she is vr sad wen kena scold by customers..the customer care for privacy..he dslike insurance too i tink..insurance tru phone calling soo....nvm..its passed ady..thx 4 my leader miss didi..she rili is a gud leader..thx 2 my senior Zack too bc he helped me alot too..

my fren paifong, who work same company as me is quite stress and sad..bc she cnt gt sales..hope lucky god can follow her and she cn gt sales..twin sister destiny

mummy unhapy >.< bsd internship, i stil work as promoter and now i gt another waitress job so mum is unhappy..she said i wil vr tired n hope i dn work>.< but actuali i dn work as promoter le..the BREEZE is my last project and waitress is my nw part time job..quite lookin 4ward 2 it..hehe..i like SNOWFLAKE haha..

GANBATTE and hope everything going well..

hope my fren can get sales
hope sister and brother can do well in their UPSR
hope mum will happy and I really can take care myself well

1st wk internship life^ ^

start my internship ady..it was my first week^^everything is going well...3days for the training.. its all about theory so its quite bored..attend the class for 8hours OH GOSH..feel so sleepy la..the officer thr nt bad..vr relax..although the company is full of malay..my trainer is a malay woman who called miss Hany hehe..she owy laf on me bc i owy do smtin that out of xpectation haha..LOL~the 1st day and 2nd day of training cn bac early..its at 5pm wo..so happy la..haha..KL rili vr jam lo..5pm gt in bus but i reac hum around 7 OMG..pissed off gek aiya..the 3rd day of my training we need to get into the floor to c how our senior make call to the customers..each of us gt different senior..my senior is a malay gal but HE is a tomboy..surprising lo haha..top performer in the company..HE quite fierce and serious d but HE taught me alot hehe..btw the company tat im working now is telemarketing co..VIPS is an outsource call center..the bank like cimb, rhb and standard chartered outsource their insurance for VIPS that our job is to do direct sales tru the phone calling..

the 1st day i came to work den i met a guy..he is my senior as well..same as me came here for intern haha..his skin is kinda bright and his left face side is quite lengzai so i gv him a name called XIAO BAI..LOL~haha..there are two seniors who are same as us came thr for intern..haha..the gal quite lenglui gek but they gonna leav soon..such a pity la...i managed to get XIAO BAI name haha=P lunch time purposely asked them cum sit v us den v gt 2 know each othas jo haha...just for fun nia haha..lengzai for motivation ma haha..

bs, i managed to read ur blog o..the lavender is so beautiful..i like it haha=P miss u alot o..btw im in humtwn now..my company give us raya break till nx monday so i will stay in bp til nx monday haha..i start my part time job ady..the clothes is vr ugly..if gt chance i wil take it n upload it haha..

SHE lost temper on me again W/H hearing my explaination OH GOSH..feel kinda pissed off d bc my fren lk felt its my fault to make HER angry..IGNORE and dnwan bother ishhh...

5days holiday haha..16 is malaysia day so i gt holiday again haha..so nice^^ starting from nx wk i gt 2 work fro 9-730 le..working life..GANBATTE=)