nite nite~~it's vr quiet now..GUESS wat is in my mind? XD

finaly my law test n presentation were over..stressful for almost two days OMG>.<"" presentation im the 1st presenter n in the section of Q&A, many ppl asked the questions..fortunately most of them i can answer well haha thx god^^quite stress in FIN4205 so b4 go 2 presentation, practice in my rum haha..my fren quite surprise bc normaly i wun prepare or practice for the presentation 1 haha..

after law and presentation i stil gt the camp OMG..i try 2 make my life difficult rite?=="" there are so many things nid 2 key in OMG..i key in til wan FAINT ady OMG...fro 8+pm key in the data til nw 12+am le i stil cnt fin it OH GOSH..the cumin wkend bc of the camp so i cnt bac hum KOLIAN dao T.T..3wks cnt bac humtwn..i gt 2 sick soon >>HOMESICK muahahahahaha...

tdy chat v my rumate n i tink of some nosense again haha..只要你一句话，我一定会等你,very stupid n idiot lo haha=P i quite pei fu those person who have vr strong commitment in certain thing such as the guy they fancy..they can confirmed their f3lin tward the guy but like me, i cnt confirm..if the guy treat me nicely n i gt good f3lin tward him mayb i wil try 2 acept but i duno such "good feelin" can considered as "love" f3lin or nt haha...many things 2 do n sdly im tinkin of u..haha..bc u r the 1 who owy help me alot or share my burden in std or smelse..but nw i cnt depend on u anymur...i gt 2 b independent..i might be physically independent but in mentally im nt fully independent yt..nid to get rid the 依赖心..

learn fro experience and actuali i cn do the things myself..i wan to be INDEPENDENT^^

stressful>.<""

I love DAVE ^^..right hand side 1 not the left hand side haha..
DAVE: can u be my gf or fren? GF definitely haha~

i watched the soccerer apprentice n its soo nice..i like it haha..spent a wonderful sat v sinyi..hang out whole day..lunch sushi king+movie-ing..since she went to sg, v seldom contact n hang out ady..ts time she gt a long long long holiday n v have a lot of time 2 hang out tgt haha..missed the time that v tgt hehe..

this week quite stressful..many things 2 do OMG..test+presentation+30hours famine event aikss..smur the final is cumin soon..i dn prepare well yt..after ts wk stil gt 1 wk 2 go b4 final..i MUST distribute my time well..i hope i cn score well..aza aza fighting..GANBATTE!!!!!

feel touching that wen i gt sm difficulties no matter in my studied or relationship and so forth it sure will gt sm1 ther 2 help me..this is so called as FRIEND^^

today chat with bs tru skype n im soo happy la..its so amazing cn chat v her tru skype..wen i bac rum after class feel so stress den bs appear 2 talk smtin tat wat hpn 2 her recently..her voice is soo sexy n she helped 2 release my stress la haha..thx bs haha..

feel so surprise that i just simply comment in my junior pm den my comment helped him..he pt it as his msn pm as well haha...有时不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重

sdly missed my hum although i jz back fro humtwn..i miss hum..my baby HERNG finaly gt 2 tooth ady n he noe how 2 walk well..he is soooo cute...天真无邪..

hope i cn gt a rum 4 my internship soon n wish me luck in my cumin test n presentation n final as well=)

OMG

感觉好像所有的坏运要一次过降临在自己的身上，一直对自己说要乐观点，说得容易做得难，我都不知自己在想些什么。

在家我真的觉得很无忧无虑，很轻松，怎么回到英迪我就感到很烦恼，心情很紧绷酱呢？压力吧～

首先就是被我的新室友吓到，现在已无大碍，我已经习惯了。
过后就是云顶没有回复我的申请，这次我真的是算错了，竟然把所有的赌注都丢在一个未知数上，结果现在有排烦了。我拒绝了所有供应住宿的公司，留下唯一一间做back up，当初我是觉得如果拿不到云顶，那我就去V公司上班，反正其他公司的job scope和这间公司一样，这间公司唯一的不同就是薪水较高。现在开始找家，才发现真的不容易，快被逼疯了。怎么麻烦事接二连三的找上我啦？奇迹奇迹奇迹，幸运之神几时才能出现呢？

虽说成绩不是一切，不要和别人比较，要比就和自己比，但是老实说我真的有点不满意，不过算了，下次再努力，加油～

当我很想挽救的时候你却无动于衷，我现在想维持普通朋友关系你却...我真的不想再自讨苦吃，我知道你心烦，但是我不是出气筒，朋友不是酱的，我可以容忍你，一次两次三次...被人误会我不喜欢多做解释，但是被在乎的人误会，那种感受很难过，我也知道你是嘴硬心软，其实对我很好，只是你的方式很“特别”。

希望这个学期快快过完，不开心的事及衰运能远离我，不想想太多，睡觉去哈哈～

Dream dog ^^

I like 黄金猎犬 very much..it is my dream dog since im young..but i cnt feed bc my mum dn allow>.<

bs hum gt such dog n i rili like it vr much..gt a bt chong dong wan go 2 buy it but...

i have no time 2 take care

my family working n nt time 2 take care as well

i gt asthma n actuali gt a bt sensitive tward fur of animal

aikksss...I WILL GET IT 1 DAY hahahahaha

happy moment v ER ER haha





she is very excited n kiss me hahahahaha XD

当我们同在一起

刚看完敏丝的部落格，心里有点感触...难以形容的心情哈哈

朋友

你可能有很多朋友

但真心的又有几个呢？

能一起分享快乐的有很多，但当你伤心，遇到困难时又有几个能陪你度过呢？

我是个不善于表达情感的人，所以有点酷..

真的很开心酱多年了我们五个的感情还能那么好，难得喔哈哈

丝丝要去澳洲了，突然有种很不舍得的感觉，今年很多朋友都出国读书，但唯有丝丝让我感触很深，可能是因为很要好的关系吧！

×真心×

抗拒+反感

本来它是很有意义的，但是却被别人利用为了更长远的利益，如果当初我看清了这个事实，我会不会放弃呢？

我还是很庆幸有它

它
让我拥有很多不同的体验

它
让我拥有很多美好的回忆 酸甜苦辣

它
让我懂得不是每件事都是这样的单纯，有些人做某些事，背后有着让人心寒的动机

它
已经被污染了，所以对它，我很抗拒及反感

subang>> face to face~~BR~~Starbuck~~Snowflake ^^

goin 2 subang today..v my lover ex roomate haha..1st time out v her n i was sooo happy la haha=)

we went 2 face to face eat pan me...it's had been long time i dn go 2 eat pan mee after i leave KTAR hehe..a lot of memory in face to face wen im in KTAR,setapak..im thinking of him bc pan mee is his favorite n i owy eat v him b4..it's just a memory haha

den v go 2 Baskin Robin haha..wednesday is pink day so v pay single scope price n having double scope ice cream..its soooo enjoyable haha..spent whole afternn in Starbuck..relax n v chat anytin..

f3l soo guilty..im sooo heartless..bs std in taylor nearly 1yr ady i tink..but i nvr go thr find her b4..can go taylor subang by inti bus but i never go to find her b4 aikksss..so bad la me..im busy dating b4 n 忽略 many things such as friendship, family..thx 4 bs,pr n ch never gv up me although i rili dn contac v them always b4..trying to appreciate my friends and family now..relationship is not my everything, its just part of my life n i should nt neglect them bc of relatnship..

having a nice day n im sooo happy..goin bac humtwn sooon n nephew gonna 1yrs old soon hahahahahahaha

insomnia?! maybe~~~~PERFUME

slept late den wk up super early..why? because of the perfume..the smell is sooooo..my room is full of perfume now..last nite im headache but i cnt sleep well because of the perfume..the perfume rili drive me crazy..but NVM la..as time longer, I tink i will gt used 2 it...

everyone gt their own lifestyle n i kp on persuade myself to accept accept accept n try 2 tink optimistic..hope i really cn do it..she is quite nice jz v gt diff lifestyle but its no a big problem..i cn solve it...i cn improve my english and she is nt tat kind of person who is panjang tangan..so i tink should b no problem for me..i jz nid some time..my fren said i look down..mayb..but im trying 2 accept it slowly..since it cnt chang anytin den the only way is trying to accept..btw i rili hate PERFUME so much...especially those v heavy smell..but....

finally i cn done my FIN n stil gt 1 ass 2 go..GANBATTE KUDASAI..mum i start missing u..

im sooo 矛盾..hope today will b a nice day 4 me^^



dear perfume, u r killing me now..with ur sweet smell ;(

lucky or unlucky??!! =X

wat time now? OH GOSH~ its 1am=.= before i sleep, i want 2 update my blog haha

goin bac humtwn on wednesday n its a lot of fun in my humtwn...spent my time with my family..I LOVE My family so much especially my little nephew herng herng..he is goin 2 b 1yrs old soon hehe..he noe hw 2 walk, hw 2 climb, hw 2 talk(some words like PAPA,MAMA), BUT he dnhv any teeth yt..normally wen BABY grow teeth they will fever and flu BUT herng herng is very special, he gt diarrhea>.< pity baby..1days 3times...his pigu sure vr painful but he duno hw 2 say PAINFUL TT

I wan helped my mum cut vegetable but end up my mum did hersel bc i cut my finger as well OMG haha..gt scolded by PR bc i dn msg her tat im bp now..aiya..have fun v PR n BS..yamcha section haha

wat i wan 2 share in my blog is.....

FINALLY i gt a new ROOMATE..cn u imagine wat rumate i gt?! i bec fro my humtwn den duno im lucky or unlucky..in bus a malay gal sat bsd me n her bau of perfume is soooo smelly...im having headache whole journey..want 2 vomit smur..den wen i walk 2 ktm fro seremban bstp i missed the ktm OH GOSH..end up i had 2 wait another 30minutes again>.< im sooo lucky tat in ktm i sat v 1 lengzai haha..at least gt smtin cn cheer me up instead of the perfume bau n missed ktm haha..the lengzai sat bsd me so i cnt c him so obviously aiya haha.. im quite surprising tat my coursemate is sooo nice..i told him cum out 2 help me carry my thing bc its vr heavy..actuali im jz kidding n he tk it seriously n rili wan out 2 help me..thx alot ya hehe..sooo touching la..

my rumate is indian gal..wen i entered my rum i tot i came in wrong room ==" i gt a big suprise from the accomodation office..i told the officer i wan chinese rumate but they gv me indian rumate..they r sooooo nice la..i dnhv race discrimination..i jz worried different race den gt different culture den mayb wil gt sm cultural crash..i communicate well v my rumate n straight 4ward told her im worried gt sm cultural crash bc 1st time i stay with indian gal..hope cn gt along well v my new and special rumate..

hope everything's going well=)