erm..blogging again LOL haha~bs blog is soooo funny la haha~

tdy after class den its raining heavily...thunderstorm smur..electric putus sdly aiksss..6-8 gt class den thr r presentation and the lecturer chose randomly..its soooo excited la..haha..my presentation owy vr funny 1..duno its my english language prob or my body language leh haha..

sister caled me n she told me some bad news..OH GOSH..sdly gt a f3lin wan 2 have family gathering..sit tgt n eat n chat evitin haha..seldom like ts bc my dad owy busy workin..he owy the earliest 1 out den the latest 1 reach hum..so no much time 2 communict v him...den after married sis oso seldom bec hum la..my oldest sis busy of their working stuff and recently her health gt some problem..aikss..f3l like i owy dn concern othas much..wen smtin hapn den baru noe 2 cherish..im kind of the person who duno hw 2 xpress my f3lin..i concern u but i never show it out..its vr weird if i sdly do smtin unusual haha..most frequently i 3 8 v mum nia..tel her tis n tat den she wil 3 8 v me n gv me sm opinion as well..my family all vr cool 1 so im the 1 who owy gao qi fen d la..tmr wil bec humtwn n hope 2 gt a family gatherin like eat steamboat or watchin movie la haha..

just rmb tat sm1 told me tat v should 惜福 *珍惜*

recently vr hardwrkin update my blog..why? because bs lo..LOL..

finaly i had completed my FIN ass..yahoooooooo..im sooo happy..100% completed haha..i put many effort in doing it..now stil leave 1 assignment 2 go..its ECO haha..i tink its no big deal for me as i gt all the information ady n leave paraphrase part den settle all^^

ts fw day i owy wrt abou my assignment..my blog is getting sooo bored la..let's talk other things instead of studied hehe..yesterday i chat v my fren..have been long time dn contact ady..he told me he gt 2 go AUSTRALIA soon..12/7..ts yr rili many gud fren leave me n go 2 overc std..anyway best wishes 4 them..when i noe he wil go 2 aus soon, i gt a bt mudy..nt bc of him..its bc nx mth gt 2 fren leave me..1 is bs n 1 is tat guy lo..they r my gud fren ma..sure gt a bt bu she de d..but tink of their future..its gud 4 them 2 go overc rather than stay in m'sia..if me i wil choose go overc as well hehe..then another guy fren vr 3 8..he told me "nvm, u stil have me." haha..kind of an wei me lo..LOL~ b4 degree, i gt kind of thinking tat i wan go overc but now im having my final yr in INTI..im sooo stress n just hope i cn complete my degree soon..after tat i dnwan further std anymur..wan take a break 1st..working 1st den mayb i wil continue std after tat ba..who noe haha...

my sis msg me n said my wardrobe is in a mess..OH GOSH..my mum evi morning rushing go 2 work so evitime i jz simply throw my clothes inside the wardrobe and 4gt 2 arange it well..aikkssss...wen go bac hum my mum sure nagging me d...go back hum i should arange it well although my sis had do it 4 me haha... wen im busy doin my ass, my room is in a mess until wen i c it i will bcum even mur pek cek aiyooo..pengsan...

today is my gud fren birthday..PAI FONG lengleng..wish her happy birthday n stay prety la..she is 1 of the gud fren tat i had in inti..from 1st sem until now v dnhv any conflict..she is 巨蟹座den im 双鱼座..v both r 水象星座so will tolerate each othas gua..haha..im nt superstition in horoscope..just smtime it quite accurate hehe..tolerate each othas so there wil b less conflict..my fren told me he gt sm internal conflict v hs group member den i told him tolerate each othas den less conflict..gt conflict den the job cnt b done den ruin the relatnship smur..以和为贵 this is wat i learnt last sem in my e commerce group ass hehe..dnwan conflict...wan peace..so tolerate each othas..but smtime wen im rili beh tahan the behavior or pattern of smbody..den my face will automatic show out wat i f3l..aiyoo..im an openbook la aiyooo..

ts wk go bec hum den vr soon will gt a trip v my fren..quite lookin 4ward d lo..but i oso quite guilty d..ts sem i like vr lazy jiang..aiksss..dn std muc..gt 2 die soon la..STUDY HARD..buck up^^

another new week again...busy week again..the end of the june n the beginning of july..alot of assignment,presentation n test are waiting for me OMG...this is so caled as study life>.< evi wkend i wil well planned for it bc i dnwan stay in jungle..its soooo bored in inti..beh tahan la..gt 2 busy my kokurikulum again n i owy makan ular 1 haha..ts wk f3l soo guilty la..i gt 2 skip my thurs n fri class bc wan 2 hang out v my lover~~bs n ch hahaha..the MGT is sooooo bored..the lecturer like 2 SS OH GOSH..so i prefer 2 skip it lo.. ts fw wk i ate many unhealthy food n lack of sl3pin time omg..brain cancer wil find me soon la aiyooo..miss HOME-COOK food..MUMMY I MISS U=)

dnwan 2 tink so much..i jz duno wat im tinking abou..nonsense things? mayb haha~ts wk i should go back 2 my 1st hum or 2nd hum leh? wondering..im vr lazy dn stdy much aiksss..the assignment drive me crazy..smtime i wil gt such f3lin tat i need smbd 2 acc me but there r nobody tat i want..smtime i wan cal my parent wen im stress or emo but i take out the hp, den im vr hesitated 2 press their number n cal in..i dnwan they worry bou me..if i cal them den they wil f3l tat i gt smtin wrong n worry me..so i prefer 无声的想念..bs said im tat type of gal whic r 早熟..maybe..i miss my dad,my mum, my sis n my lovely nephew so much..zzzzz..hope tis wk i cn finish my FIN and ECO assignment, the genting cn gv me an offer so i cn gao dim my internship document...there r just 3days 4 me n i gt 2 run away fro inti again OMG..hope i cn used ts 3days 2 finish the target i wan..GOD BLESS ME

seldom update my blog...last nite bs was nagging ask me to update..well..i do it now=P

a WONDERFUL weekend i spent v my lover BS hahaha~ f3l soooo guity la..she studied in taylor 1year+ ady i tink..but i never cum 2 her house b4 OMG...ts wkend 1st time i came 2 subang find her..haha..i tot i will just spend my weekend in her house..it is better than stay in inti haha..but v both hang out shopping..she stil having her exam on wednesday..last paper n she didn't well prepare AT ALLLLL =.= she said she hope cn gt a PASS because she hate tat subject and had no motivation 2 study.. CUM ON..lover..fight till the end..tis is ur last subject..dn b lazy and stop FB-ing PLS hahahahahhaha XD

well..v went 2 sunway by bus..v r vr lucky tat the bus cumin in time..reach sunway..i never been fish market b4 so v went thr 4 lunch..it's full of ppl so v gt 2 wait n bs vr talkative 1..gossip gossip haha..after tat v start shopin...ther r sales in many shop n bs bought 2 clothes...i chose 4 her 1 haha...im quite satisfied in this shopin aldw i rili spent a lot T.T bankrupt ady...i have been long time dn go 4 shoppin and i bought all neccessary things so wun f3l "xintong" haha... bs told me she online search smtg n found wat i said is correctly tat 前世，我跟人有约定，今世要在一起haha..it's my secret in my hand hahaha...sound like i gt a 坎坷爱情在前世 zzzzzzzz..i wun go 2 search it purposely..hope cn meet v u in the right place n right time hahahaha

my fren caled me n im vr sl3py so nt sure wat he is talkin abou..OH GOSH...if no mstkn he told me he is sicked..hope he cn recover soon la... give u my LOVE so u cn recover soooon hahahhahaha XD

P.S. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

现在很得空，所以就来写部落格啦！ 朋友又对我发脾气了，我呀！不想硬碰硬,所以就自己忍忍忍咯！忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空嘛！虽然我真的很不开心他酱子，哎哟>.< final year了，多多少少会有些压力，有时因为assignment能搞到我睡不着，真是的,没完成assignment我就没心情想别的事，就不喜欢拖着功课所以想快快做完。

我的生活就是每天上课，做功课，忙课外活动（只是暂时性的），还有internship的东西咯！除了这些，让我有动力的就是每个周末的到来，因为我每个周末不是回家就是东跑西跑哈哈～就是死都不想呆在英迪咯哈哈～感觉今年好像过得很快酱，现在六月即将结束，7月将来临了，所有的ass due和test和presentation都会在7月完成，然后8月就到大考啦！

外甥的一岁生日要到啦！要去买礼物了，不然接下来的周末我都不得空了哎呀～

14/6/2010

亲爱的部落格被荒废了很久，突然想找个地方发泄情绪。
本来一切都是那么的美好，就因为你的离开而在我的人生有了一个新的转捩点。
想想着在一起的日子，喜怒哀乐，虽然时常吵架，但是感情还是很好。
曾经有个朋友告诉我，缘分有时是掌握在自己手里，一旦放开了，或许就溜走了，不再回来，不再是你的了。
曾经还以为你是最了解我的人，明白我在想什么，觉得不论发生什么事你都绝不放手，但是我错了，就算爱情有多年的基础，那也不代表能够排除万难，不会分手。因为了解而分开，我现在终于明白了。
在我的爱情观里，是没有童话般的爱情，合则在一起，不合则分。
当想放弃一个人时，并没有想象中的简单，需要很多很多的时间，表面上是放下了，但是扣心自问，其实心里还没真的放下，会因为他的小动作，言语而情绪波动。
有时我真的不知自己在想什么，我内心最想念的人，最想逃避的东西是什么。
很多人想逃避某样东西时，就会选择把自己搞到很忙，什么都不想，或者是一句顺其自然来遮盖内心所想的东西。
我或许看起来真的是拿得起，放得下，但是又有谁是真正的了解我呢？表面上很开心，其实是不想让别人担心，也不想让别人看到自己最弱的一面。
我并不是个很强悍的人，有时我还是希望有个地方能够让我脱掉所有的提防之心，让我就单纯的躺在你怀里，什么都不要问，什么都不要讲，静静的陪着我，让我依靠就行了。
从上一段爱情，我学会了什么呢？我学会了不再酱任性，多一点包容，体谅和信任。多年的爱情基础不算什么，它还是会脆弱的不堪一击，不是每件事情都是理所当然的，拥有时要懂得珍惜。

谢谢你曾经走进我的人生，给我的回忆，但是现在是时候真的把你从我心里彻底赶走，我不想被任何人牵引着我的情绪，我就是我，不属于别人，只属于自己，开朗的宝宝，加油=)